diary of an abused and tortured adolecent

unlike the first blog i wrote this label is true for me.When i was a toddler my biological father was and still is an alchoholic and abusive to my mom me and my brother. I used to hate being yelled and beaten by him. Even though all the years that he has destroyed my soul and my happiness physically and emotionally and maybe mentally, my mom and i believe that what what happened to us during those horrible and dark times that it made us stronger people and to be more understanding to others whose ordeals were similar to ours. I am saying this to speak my mind and for other people whom have had those situations could understand each other. this is not a lie or something im trying to get pity for. This is for the people who believe they are the only ones in the world who have had or are going through the same thing i did. I also want to say to those people that im here for u and to talk.
-paija

diary of a modern cinderella

my dad always calls me the modern cinderella because i am the oldest which means that im the one who does most of the cleaning(with my mom) and the cooking and babysitting. Some of the jobs are really hard to do.
take yesterday, when i was folding all the laundry and watching my 2 little sisters im going back in forth, putting one in timeout fedding the other and folding the laundry NOT FUN!
what i really wanted to say is that for the people who think doing the dishes or taking out the trash and thats the ONLY thing u do and think it takes a toll on ur energy, come to my house and see how u like it!

-paija

diary of a tired, frustrated babysitter

babysitting is the WORST. Even though u get paid a lot sometimes its not worth it. i babysit my siblings (2 sisters and a brother) they are so hard to handle my brother gets them even more hyper than they usually are and my sisters are just plain evil! the other day i was babysitting and making liunch when i came in to their playroom they had baby powder all over them! in 10 minutes they managed to create a total catastrophe! oh no there they go again!

-paija

The diary of a sunburnt adolecent

can u believe when u put on like tons and tons sunscreen on its NEVER WORKS! like 1 out of 5 u will be protected! i have it on my back and shoulders and arms heck i look like a red hot tomato and a red pepper for a nose! And dont mention the sunsickness(disiness, nausea, dehydration caused by over exposure to sunlight) its horrible! It also puts u in a crappy mood. So if u dont want to end up like me wear like a whole bottle of sunscreen!
-paija

First Entry

hello my fans!!! NOT! if i have any fans than u must have problems. As u can see i experiment with different labels and just being plain silly. The problem with labeling is that we use it for the wrong reasons. U r supposed to use labeling for letters and packages not for people, GODDDD!!!! I decided to be a blabby wierdo person who never shuts up, or be a melancholy. Im having so much fun for once! everyone says that i need to lighten up. WELL I AM NOW!!!!
will write tomorrow i have 5 minutes left of being a dramaqueen.
-P.J.